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| Barbastellus
and His Flight By Alfonse DeLucia |
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Fifty million years ago, after
the age in which the gargantuan had fallen, and during the years that
the great cloud had finally broken wide enough to let the sun shine its
light upon the face of the earth, the new winged ones began to take flight.
Most of the race longed to fly for great distances above the new thriving
canopy. Others remained content with short trips from tree to tree or
gathering with their kindred within the dark depths of the caves. Yet
still there were those that lived in darkness, but longed to have the
freedom to rise so high as to feel the sun's light warm their black wings. Those that had sought the light
had come to wear variations of the colors of the rainbow, and use these
colors to discriminate one another. Those that spread their wings in flight
below the canopy or within the depths of the caves had no brilliant plumage,
nor did they have the vision to concern themselves with the goddess Rainbow
and her colors. As the world grew warmer and
brighter, there were scores of sighted creatures of flight, some of whom
believed that the blind ones should not live their lives out in caves.
Unlike most others, these creatures of flight had made great effort in
encouraging the blind ones to fly above the great cloud. One of the blind
creatures of flight that strove to fly under the light of day, and higher
than the ceiling of his clan's cave, was Barbastellus. Barbastellus' clan's ancestry
came from a line of creatures who had lost their sight so gradually that
they were able to become the masters of the night that his race now was.
Due to his lineage, Barbastellus had the ability to sense space, and it
was in large part that ability that fueled his desire to soar above the
clouds. Other blind clans were made up of those that never experienced
the ability to see beyond the darkness. For them, a visual consciousness
was not necessary for them to live because their design was flawless.
One day, Barbastellus encountered
a flock of brightly plumed creatures, and as they took off into the sky,
he followed, staying close behind, listening to the flapping of their
wings, and the pitch of their calls. It was not long into his flight that
a great Eagle swooped toward young Barbastellus, his smooth sharp talons,
gleaming in the sun, poised to snatch Barbastellus as prey. Barbastellus
was aware of the Eagle's approach, and veered in time enough to dodge
the predator. Yet the Eagle continued to pursue the harmless blind creature
until he forced Barbastellus to land in a field of high grass. With his
wings, the Eagle forced currents of air that caused the grass to sway
and part, in hopes that Barbastellus' location would be revealed. Yet
he would not be seen by the fierce predator. "You, little one, should
think better about flying in our sky!" said the Eagle, cocking his
head this way and that as he continued to search for his quarry. "By whose decree is it
that the sky belongs only to you?" asked Barbastellus as the tall
grass rustled around him. "It is by our decree,"
the Eagle answered. "We see, and that should be authority enough
for the likes of you. You are only good for eating pests, and being eaten,
although I suspect that you are a meager meal at best." "Why should the sun not
also warm the wings of all those in my clan?" asked Barbastellus,
still unseen by the Eagle. "Foolish impudent creature!"
exclaimed the Eagle, "You and your kind are a blemish on the world.
If it was up to us, we would make it so that your kind could never be
born. If you could see as we see, you would understand that you are gruesome
little harbingers of death. Why would the goddess Rainbow have created
your kind to dwell in caves, and take flight only at night? It was because
your lot was to be a blemish on the world. And if a blemish cannot be
cleaned away, then it must be hidden. And so you are, having committed
the crime of blindness and exiled to the darkness of shadow and night!
Can even you deny this!?!" Barbastellus sat perfectly
still. He could not even think the smallest thought; his mind numbed by
the Eagle's jagged words. There was nothing more that the Eagle could
say. And since he could not find the blind creature, he proceeded to furiously
beat his wings, rising high enough to catch a current on which to glide
toward the prospect of easier, more sumptuous, prey. Hours later, night had fallen,
and Barbastellus had found himself among his clan. Although his appetite
was not great, he joined his brothers and sisters as they swarmed toward
the marsh. Once above the teeming swamp, the legions skillfully avoided
any collisions as they each swiftly chased, captured, and devoured multitudes
of mosquitoes, and a myriad of other morsels. Beyond the frenzy, one perched
upon a limb and the other hanging beneath it, Barbastellus sensed the
warmth and scent of two of the wisest creatures he knew. Perched was the
great nocturne he knew as Owl. Hanging below Owl was the grand Phanius,
his clan's elder, a massive creature that could snatch a bullfrog, and
devour it whole. Owl and Phanius were known to hunt together, and spent
many nights teaching each other the wisdom of the stars. "What troubles you, boy?"
asked Owl. "Arrogant eagles that
assume they have the right to treat me like I am not worthy of the same
air that keeps them in flight." Barbastellus answered as he clung
to a stretch of tree limb beside Phanius. "Life, living, and the
unconscious motivation to thrive began in the dark." Said Phanius.
"That is what they do not understand, what they refuse to see. Without
their truly understanding it, the creatures of the world that use their
eyes to find each other or to find food, fear us because they do not have
even the imagination to comprehend how we live as we do." "You see Barbastellus,"
Owl continued, "Your kind served as the Rainbow's proof that creatures
could live without the colors of her light. You prove that love and life
can flourish, no matter how dark the prospect or how empty the hope." "Do you understand Barbastellus?"
asked Phanius "Yes, he answered excitedly,
""But how can we make them all understand as well?" "The ones that wish to
understand, do." Answered Phanius, "The rest that cannot see
beyond their own sight will remain blind from it. They will never understand,
no matter how well or high you fly." Barbastellus looked away. "Barbastellus," said
Owl, "It is not for us to be concerned with encouraging or forcing
stubborn creatures to understand things that are already not within their
reach to understand. Our concern is to perpetuate our integrity as citizens
of our world, to nurture our young, and to thrive in peace." "And if I wish to soar
with eagles?" "Then you must fly alone.
Eagles will pass you by or they may join you in flight." Phanius
advised, "Either way, it is your freedom and responsibility to relish
in the flight. Whether you are alone or in company, your flight is yours
to enjoy." "I see now. Thank you." On the following morning, Barbastellus
awoke with the stirring in his heart to feel the encouraging warmth of
a new day's sun. From his clan's cave, he flew directly eastward, locating,
capturing, and devouring morning insect morsels along the way. Rising
higher, he sensed the glorious width and breadth of open sky, and reveled
in the shafts of light that warmed his face and wings. Higher he flew,
rapidly beating his wings, unconcerned with the growing distance between
himself and the earth. Barbastellus had flown so high that even the Eagle
had to look up to see him. Higher still Barbastellus flew,
and he began to feel the pressure of thinning air, his mind clouded with
the euphoria of its grip. It was then that he understood that he had risen
to the place in the sky where the goddess Rainbow revealed the colors
of herself. It was shortly after that an assembly of ravens had noticed
the beginning of Barbastellus' downward spiral, that he thought his question
to her. Are you happy with me Rainbow? And in the deafening loudness of
his descent, as the eagle looked on in disbelief and as the ravens anticipated
the little creature's death, Barbastellus believed he heard the Rainbow
say yes. And so downward Barbastellus
soared. Between the collective seeing consciousness that watched his flight
there was shared the single determination: the little creature is either
a hero or a fool. Suddenly, Barbastellus passed them all, enraptured with
the feelings and understanding of what it was to plummet, soar, glide,
and be truly free to be both the hero and the fool, and take the risk
of doing something for the sheer sake of just doing. Back into his cave,
Barbastellus flew. Finding his nook, he hung proudly, his confidence now,
and for always, unshakable.
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